现在我只想回到最初的时候;

We were still happily texting one another a few hours ago and the next minute you were gone. It was just too sudden, i didn't expect it to be so soon. You told me not to cry although you knew it was hurting but yet to you it seemed like nothing happened. i know i am selfish to say this but i felt that you didn't even feel at least a little upset over this. Maybe you will be fine without me. i know it's selfish for me to still cling on to this thought that there would be a day when we are together once again. Maybe on the outside you appear to be so strong, but you are cryin' in your heart, i don't know ; i really don't know. you told me we can still be friends, but my wish is not to be friends with you only. i want something more than that. i really miss the times when you were holding my hands, walking around the mall behaving like some small kids, havin' lunch/dinner together, quarreling where to eat(Mac or KFC), taking bus rides and many more. Although i am really upset, but i hope it doesn't affect your work or your studies as days passes by. If there's anything, i am still 8 digits away from you. i just couldn't believe my eyes,i don't believe what i saw. Perhaps you are right, i will do fine without you, or rather you as my friend. maybe i will have a better future like you said, and i promise you i will live on strongly even without you by my side. thank you to much for your past care and love. once again, let's keep the past behind us those flashbacks as memories in our hearts. i'm still lovin' you.4thApril2010, you will always be in my mind and as my memory.

在我眼裡妳永遠最美
連妳一個微笑也都會讓我醉
妳所謂的幸福我想給
以為手不放開就是痴心絕對　太愚昧

＊〔難道〕　笑容沒了　距離有了
快樂也走了　還是　真心死了
彼此不信任了　終於懂了　真的

＃很想說有妳是幸福的
很想說我的心是妳的
很想說妳真的誤解了
很想說妳真的忘記了 〔MY LOVE〕


很想說會好好疼妳的
很想說愛妳是自由的
很想說妳是否聽見了
很想說妳真的忘記了

愛了　就有堅持理由
別說　我會留在路口
不會走　愛妳會直到最後


很想說會好好疼妳的
很想說愛妳是自由的
很想說妳是否聽見了
很想說我們可不可以　復合