Hi all! Examinations are around the corner, and i'm really worried for myself. Everything does not seems to work well for me, i bet i'mma gonna do badly for Mid-Year. Pray hard that everything will be fine for me. If one studies hard, i'mma sure he/she will definitely do well. Even if you did not do well, do not feel bad if you know you've put in your best efforts. Goodluck to everyone for the Mid-Year examinations! I've been staying back almost everyday to study for my exam, but yet nothing seemed to be able to get into my brains. I guessed i've used up too much brain juice to think about some useless things. As each day passes by, i'mma gettin' more and more stress, worrying for my examination. It's soon gonna be "Study, study, study!" .Goodluck everyone!

B' it's 7more days to our 1st month. I know it's tiring for you to work and and study at the same time. Always note in mind that no matter what it takes, i'mma always here to support you. Seeing you smile everytime, it makes me feel happy. Just a smile from you, and everything that has been troubling me will be gone. 4thApril2010.♥

My mind is a total blank.

I'm trying my best to fork out at least 15mins everyday to blog, so i can track my past events. Regardless if it is upsetting, filled with anger/happiness. I feel so stressed up. I can't seemed to concentrate on my studies, anything that goes in, comes out. Can someone help me brain-wash, pleaseeeeeeee! I need more people to motivate me to study hard. Help this little lost soul here, and i will repay you with tons of gratitude.

24April2010:

I couldn't sleep well. It was all thanks to the blackass, Mr Siva. He told me he would confirm his schedule again and tell me in the night whether he would bring us to SOTA. It seems like it was all a disapointment. He is really irresponsible. On 24April2010, i woke up with a shock. I don't know for what strange reasons, i just jumped out of bed. Weird kid, i know. Called Mr Siva to confirm whether we're going to SOTA a not, and his reply to me was : I've an appointment until 3, can i confirm with you again later. In the end, he didn't bother to call or text me at all. See, this is why i hate irresponsible teachers. Nevermind. Forget all the unhappiness and look on the bright side.

I went to bathe and prepared as fast as possible, cause i had to meet Tsz Ho, my best brother ever. He waited downstairs from 12.30pm and i was 15mins late. Sorry! He told me he had something to tell me and he kept me in suspense. I wanted to know what was the 'Epic Fail" thinggy about. And guess what it was. Few days before, the first day when he told me Epic failed was because he wanted to get me my fav. shirt from Topshop, but he didn't have enough cash. And, i got my surprise yesterday. He got me my fav. shirt i wanted, and the size was exact. How nice it was of him surprise me. You're the best.

After that trained down to City Hall to meet B'. Went to Marina Square, sat at the foodcourt for quite a while. I was doing my homework while baby was drawing. Baby was complaining that the weather was hot and hence we decided to shop around to enjoy the air con. I was looking @ clothes as usual, but there was nothing for me to buy cause i'm broke. We were sick and tired of wondering around Marina Square so we decided to walk over to Suntec. As usual, walked around there and played around. B' kept on disturbing me. Arhhhh, he can really kill me. Right right? :D .When we were walking around, someone called B's name but he continued walking around before he turned around. Silly B'. And he saw that it was his friend who is working at a cart-shop. I pity her being alone though. There was some small sale going on, they were selling a lot of soft toys which we could catch at the Arcade. I saw Stitch, but didn't get it :c. B' kept asking if i want a not, somehow i don't know if it was true that he wanted to get it for me or he wanted to tempt me. Rawrrr! I had KFC snackers meal for lunch cum dinner while B' kept complaining that he wanted to eat Mac, but i didn't allow him to. Hehe. Next, went to Raffles. B' bought 3 bread from BreadTalk and we sat down outside to let him eat his bread. I got bored, so i suggested going to Vivo after he had finish eating. B' is super silly! His friend called him and asked him where he is, and he said he is @ Marina when he was @ Raffles. Dumbass!~ Took a train to Habourfront, some things funny happened in the train(Inside joke). Haha! Walked around Vivo and after a while we went to Habourfront to let B' have his Mac meal! He was happy like nothing man. It made me feel so warm seeing him smile. <3 .Everything has ended and we took bus 65 to go back to Tampines Interchange and B' sent me home. On the bus, B' kept on complaining and i found out that he cannot stand long bus rides. Thank you for the wonderful day B'.

B': You're the sweetest. Thank you for meeting me up when it's your day despite that you could rest at home. You really made me feel loved. The wonderful chest and shoulder for me to lean on when we were on the bus. Your warm artistic hand holding on to mine. Your soft lips pecked onto mine. I love you baby. 4thApril2010. 9more days to our 1st month! :D My love.

Hi! My boyfriend is a porklet monster & we're currently on the phone with one another, chatting on msn and commenting one another on Facebook. Lastly, we're meeting up tomorrow. Cute isn't it. I just want to say : Iloveyou so much dumbass! You're one great nice guy <3 4thApril2010.


Nico, all the best to you! Jiayou! Move on and stay strong. Feel free to text me if there's anything (:

Imissmy"family"! Chelcy Mama and Andy Lao Di. They're the ones who really make my day go GaGa! Only we know why it makes us go GaGa! With the 2C(s) around, that's it for you guys man. You will never stop laughing with us around. Mummy just complimented me, she says i'm the best poser and the most hilarious girl ever! Thank you mummy! :D Remember to give me the award for being the best poser. Ok, that's all i have. Exams are nearing :c .

Lastly, imissmummy, didi and B<3

"Cramps are worst than heartbreaks"-Quoted from Aisha sweetheart.

Like what sweetheart said, cramps are worst than heartbreaks. I totally agree with what she says. Cramps really kill us girls, and guys just tease us without knowing how painful it is for us. It just hurts so badly, yet guys will just tease us, saying that we girls are crazy when we throw our temper all of a sudden. Do they understand what we are going through? How i wish guys will go through what girls go through. Pregnancy, periods and etc...*Hmms* .This reminds me of a conversation when i was @ the bus stop with CS today. Here it goes >

Me : The pain is killin' me *shows sad face* :<
CS : Aww, why?
Me : My period is here, the cramp is killin' me.
CS : Which brand of pad do you use?
Me : Mine is special, nobody else use it!
CS : Why special? You use tissue uh? *Laughing away*
Me : Of course not! How i wish you guys get to experience what girls are going through.
CS : You go and change sex uh, become guy.
Me : No, thanks. I don't wanna woo girls, i want guys to woo me instead.
CS : Can luh.
Me : Nope. You guys get to enjoy the pleasure of sex, and after that the woman have to produce babies for you guys. We'll have to go through pregnancy and etc...*Sighs*

Interesting conversation between CS and Me isn't it? :> .But i agree with what i say, definitely. Guys just enjoy the pleasure and girls have to go through the pain of giving birth.

Ok, enough of sex, periods and pregnancy. The thought of it is seriously making me mad. Let's talk about something else instead. Alright, school was as per normal today, just that i've been speaking very softly, unlike my Roarrring voice. I don't know what happened to my voice either. Had Mother tongue for the first 2 periods, we did report writing. Next was English, my favourite period! :> .We did report writing also. Next was Mathematics. Went up to IT Resource Room as i'm in Mrs Bajaj class. I simply enjoy the aircon and the way she teaches us. Love her accent! After that was Recess. Went to buy food from the Canteen and smuggled it up to class, hehe. Next was Science(Chemistry), went to Bio Lab > Went back to class > Had 2 free periods(Science-Physics) cause poor Mr Koh wasn't in school (Rushed to do my english report writing) > CME . For CME lessons, we did a survey and a test. School ended and went to KFC for lunch with Elsa, Stephanie and Mellysaa. Had very nice chat with them :> . Walked back to school with them . Outside the school at 293 bus stop, saw CS , took bus home with CS. Walked from Inter > Reached home and realised that i've lost my keys. Went to sit at the void deck for 15mins > Searched my bag, and there i found my key! (Stupid me!) > Went home and here i am blogging now. Ok, that's all i have about today. And i miss Aisha and Zafirah :<

Many people have been telling me that Baby looks like a korean singer. Is it true? Some said they envy me for havin' such a good-looking guy as my boyfriend(Not that i am boastful). I remembered R and C telling me this " Woah, Cheryl not bad uh! Good choice!" Right, right , right Chel chel? :. Now let's compare Super Junior's photo with Baby's photo.

It's raining cats and dogs outside right now. My mood is as gloomy as the weather now. Certain things had made me so angry. I'm fuming. I don't get angry easily, but that person made me angry. I won't mention the name. You've got serious attitude problem. I hate talking to you. You make me so angry. I told Aisha sweetheart that i'm angry and she said i'm having PMS, and now it really came true :< .I'm experiencing the cramps now. I hate periods! I'm now chatting on msn with my dearest Aisha sweetheart, and we're chatting about this hot guy called : Cole. He's really hot, but he belongs to sweetheart. I don't stand a chance, cause i belong to Benson. Ain't you happy, baby? In conclusion, Aisha=Cole Mohr. Cheryl=Benson! Thank you girls who cheered me up today. I know i'm rather moody today. As promised, i've uploaded Cole Mohr's handsome face onto my blog beside sweetheart's picture. I know i have a lot of pictures updated, please bear with it.

Baby, you're now working. I miss you so badly, how i wish you were by my side. It's not ordinary missing you. It's a strong feeling of missing you. I have a sudden urge to meet you so badly. I feel like talking on to the phone with you. Take good care of yourself, love. I will always be there supporting you. I know you are tired after work, but you still have to go on. Like i said, it's never tiring doing things with me around cheering you on dear. A little short love poem i've found :

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

- Crystal Jansen -

Iloveyoumydearestbenson.4thApril2010♥

Hello all! I'm watching "Hi my sweetheart!" and i miss my dearest soo soo damn much! Dearest, you're sick now. Please take care of yourself and have a good rest tomorrow.

IloveyouBenson<3


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Good morning everyone! I'm all alone @ home, so i've decided to blog. Hmm, what shall i talk about. Ok, let me tell you people about my dream last night. I dreamt that it was my birthday and someone had booked a barbeque pit @ East Coast as a surprise. I was told to meet my friends at Small Mac at 4plus. All of a sudden, my friends all rushed over to hug me and wished me Happy Birthday. We took a cab down to East Coast. But i told them i didn't want to go to East coast. I wanna go somewhere else. Yet, they ignored me. After we've reached our destination, they blind-folded me and made me walk a distance. Soon, we reached the barbeque pit. They took out the blindfold, and guess what i saw? > I saw a very beautiful-decorated barbeque pit. There were a lot of presents at a corner. The balloons are not those simple-designed balloons. They are those which has pictures on it. Celebrated my birthday with all my dearest friends, cake-cutting session and not forgetting cake-smashing session too. I've really enjoyed myself so much, (In the dreams). How i wish everything was real. I want my actual birthday to be like this, not in my dreams only. Can someone fufill my wish for me, please? D:

Hi everyone. I am posting for 2days (Yesterday's events and today's events).
On 8April2010, we had a class excursion. We went to somewhere in Tuas. Basically, it's to see how they clear our daily rubbish. We were cheated by our form teacher. She said it wasn't smelly at all, and we trust her so much. Everything turned out to be a disappointment. The smell was unbearable, i nearly puked out my lunch. Some jokers from my class said it smelled like Carrot juice, oh gosh! The tour in the Incineration Plant was short, but we enjoyed ourselves. We took plenty of photographs, whether it's on the bus, in the incineration plant or anywhere else. In conclusion, the trip was awesome especially the bus ride to and fro. Many inside jokes, and i can say 3Fortitude is really a lively, active and participative class.(Inclusive of the boys). I just simply love my class.

On9April2010, school was as per normal. After school, @2.30pm, we had OPC training. A few primary schools came to Springfield to climb. My role is to be the supporter. Basically, my job was to help them secure everything and to hold them, to prevent them from falling hard on the ground. The whole process was rather enjoyable and it was interesting to see how different people climbed. They learned a few things before and after the process. Many said : "Rock-climbing isn't easy!" .That was some of their impressions of rock-climbing. How cute of them! And i met a few weirdos. (Inside jokes). Though it was tiring, but i truly enjoyed myself during the process. The packing up of the things, the feeling you feel for them etc. How nice it was to be young again !D: .Good job everyone! :D
After OPC, met Dearest and went for dinner @ Ang Keong together. We ate the same thing, but drank the different thing. After that, went to the park which was nearby to my place to relax. We ended up sharing our ghost stories, but it was all interesting. I felt a cold air rushing through me, and i was getting goosebumps. Fortunately, Love gave me a very warm hug. Thank you <3. At about 10plus, Dearest sent me home and he went back home too. Thank you baby, iloveyoutothemaxxxx!


Baby, i'm always here for you. No matter how tiring your job is, you still have to work. Always remember that with me around, nothing is ever tiring for you silly. All the best to you. My love for you grows deeper as days pass by.(Quoted from you! But i really mean it) Remember to drink more water cause you're falling sick already. Don't go on if you cannot. Don't tire yourself out alright baby. Take good care of yourself. Remembered what you told me "I'm strong". Yes, you're strong, so you must not fall sick. If a kiss was a raindrop, i'll give it to you as much as i use the amount of water to bathe. Iloveyoubaby, 4thApril2010 ♥

I'm finally back in school today. I was given a warm welcome by my loved ones the moment i entered the class. How sweet of them :D .School was as per normal today. And i have a piece of good news to share. I am free this Saturday cause we don't have to attend the SYF Band performance. Ok, i feel rather bad cause i won't be there to support my sist, Gladys D: .Sorry sist! I will support you from the bottom of my heart. After school, went to KFC with Aisha sweetheart, Stephanie and Elsa to eat. As you know, girls have a lot of things to talk about when they're together. Guess what our topic was? > Ghost stories. We were telling one another ghost stories while eating. Some stories were really freaky. Baby started working @ 4.30pm today, and he should end at 9pm, i guess. That reminds me of my naughty Sweetheart > She was saying Benson's name all the while in class to tease me. Naughty girl! Baby, i'm always here for you no matter what happens. All the best for your job. Iloveyoumonster<3

Oh no. I didn't go back to school today as i am still unwell. D: .I woke up at about 11plus, and i saw Monster's text. He's so gonna kill me. Jumped out of bed, prepared and basically i was rushing for time. Monster came to look for me today cause he wasn't working. He's so sweet, isn't he :D .Met him @ the Small Mac > Had our lunch at East Link > Shopped around from 1-1.45++ > Took a bus to the clinic cause the clinic opens at 2pm > Took my MC for today > Took bus3 home with Monster. Monster came to my house to accompany me > He was playing TowerDenfence while i was dreaming away. Not long, my brother came home and he used the laptop. Dear and I were laughing away seeing my brother play his game. (Inside joke). Monster went home at about 5.30pm. Thanks Dear for today! :D .I'm now texting this silly monster, who never fails to make me smile. <3


He's working @ 4.30pm tomorrow D:

Yes, i am not in school today.
Yes, i am sick and really really sick.
Yes, you made me fall for you.

3Yes for today. Hmm. I didn't go to school today as i was sick. I'm down with fever, sore throat, cough and a very veryy bad flu. I've used up at least 6 packets of tissues. It feels so pathetic to fall sick. You can't go to school, you can't study, you can't meet your beloved ones, you can't eat your favourite food, you can't do this, and you can't do that. I just hate falling sick. I've to thank my brother for passing me the illness. He just need to cough right into my face, and there > Now i'm sick. Blame myself for being so weak though. I woke up @ 6 this morning just to text my friends and inform them that i'm not well, and i won't be turning up in school today. After that, i told Mummy that i won't be going to school as i'm not well, and i went back to dreamland. Woke up at 9plus-10plus, prepared and went to the doctor @ 12. The nurse said i have to be back @ 2 again as the queue number has all been taken. Took a bus back home, had my lunch > Watched teevee > Left home @ 1.40 for the doctor > Queued > Took a queue number > Waited for my turn and Jordan came to look for me. Thanks! > Payed up and grabbed my medicine > Went to take a bus home > Reached home > I'm now here updating my blog since i'm so free. I am like a half-dead-half-alive-zombie now. My mucus just won't stop flowing down. Yes, it sounds disgusting, but this is what is happening to me now. I cannot smell properly, i cannot get to enjoy the taste of my food. Life is never life when you are sick. *Sighs* .I will be back in school tomorrow, and homework will be flooding my bag, and piling up on my study table. Once again, blame myself for not taking care of myself. Take care Cheryl , Take good good care of yourself if you don't wanna fall sick ever again. Bye and i miss school ! :D

Yes, you are the one i love. 4thApril2010 <3

Haha,i did something bad today! I grabbed Mr Monster's photo from FB and uploaded in onto my blog. (:

Hi hi people! Today was totally a fun day for me! I was suppose to meet Mellysaa @ 1, but instead she thought it was 1.45pm and i waited for so long. Met Aisha sweetheart @ Tampines Inter first > T1(Topshop,cause Aisha wanted to get a top. But we end up getting out of the shop empty-handed. She's just so cute!)>Tampines platform( Met Mellysaa,Jeeha and Firah sweetheart) >Took a train down to Dhoby Ghaut > Walked to the National Museum > Queued for a long time to get into the museum > Entered the museum and toured around (Cam-whored a lot too!) > Out of the museum > Aisha, Firah and Jeeha went to other places > Melly and I went to Plaza Singapura to meet Bennnnnyyyy > Walked to Orchard > Went shopping @ Paragon , Watched some runway shows > Melly left and i was all alone with that monster again > Went to look for food cause he is hungry (But he end up not getting anything) > Walked to Bus-stop > Took a bus to Cathay and met my parents for dinner @ Indulge > Walked to some unknown places to have Beancurd > Took bus 65 home > And now i'm @ home ! The mummy's exhibition was awesome to the maxxx ! Everything looks so nice. Photos uploaded in Facebook by Firah sweetheart. Thanks dear(: .I just wish everyday was like this. I wanna go to the museum again :c . It's so interesting and it's free admission for students. Thank you guys for making my day so wonderful. And, i made a new friend > And that's non-other then Jeeha! Lastly, Bennnnyyyy is really a BIG BULLY ! Bennnnyyyy, SEE YOUR BIG BIG NICEEE NAME UP HERE! I know i'm evil, hehe! Bye!(: . Wanted to Webby with monster, but his webcam is spoilt :c .




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I'm currently @ my uncle's place. My uncles and aunties are playing Mahjong and Baby is sleeping. I'm so god-damn bored. Went to pray grandpa today and the cab fare cost $33 cause we lose our way. I know we're powerful, cab fare hitting $33. Power to the maxxx! I don't know why, i nearly cried out when i saw Grandpa's memorial tablet. It reminded me of the time when he was cremated. It's been a few years since that happened. Time flies really fast. Waiting for the person to bring Nana home. Cause Nana went to the pet shop and cut hair. And i miss everyone especially that "someone".



I would take,
Every second,
Every single time spend it like my last dime.
Step to the beat of my heart.

I'm here sitting here all alone in my room, listening to "Wedding Dress". Sometimes when we are all alone, we'll think about some things. There are things when you try not to think, they just come into your mind. *Sighs* .I'm worried for my grandparents. It's 3 more days to Grandpa's operation and 5 more days to Grandma's operation. As days goes by, i'm getting more and more worried. I really don't like the way i'm feeling now. It's like a kind of pressure forcing on me. I tried my best not to think so much, but it doesn't seems to work. I pray hard that everything will be alright for them. I love you, grandpa, grandma. <3 .Too many things have been happening nowadays, i told myself to be strong and i will be. Will be going down to Orchard with Benson and Mellysaa tomorrow. Not sure about Aisha sweetheart and syafirah yet. Hope they are able to go, cause i wanna go to the Mummy's exhibition! (Can't wait for it, excited to the maxxxx!) .Alright, i shall end my post here. See you sweethearts tomorrow ! <3